slept for 18 hours
jason mraz on a sunday afternoon, late afternoon.
a cup of coffee, a few nuts to go along. a good read.
the gentle breeze that caress. the setting sun, the almost to rain but yet not, grey clouds. the amber sky. the terrain of trees and greenery.
this is almost perfect
i can’t believe how january is coming to an end.
how i actually wasted january away.
how i actually should have went out today to do something instead of staying home and just wasting time away. i should have been doing my work but what am i doing. i’m feeling really lethargic, tired. tired with everything, tired with what i was going through the past few weeks and days, so much that i couldn’t feel a thing anymore honestly. It was tragic, but no longer feel the hurt that was inflicted on me. It made me learn and see the better of how a person could be. i’m so unhappy.
I’m just being fustrated with myself how things are.
there are similarities, but otherwise it’s just differences. negative input.
miss what you used to love to do, enjoy, felt accomplished and before.
been having some time to myself lately, reflecting on how much events took place, how situations came uninviting, how insane things went and it goes on, all 29 days of 2012. time does not measure connections
words are of plenty, but i’ve came to a conclusion.




managed to source out a scheduler for this year at the most unexpected places,
entertained myself in school with the long lost friend ‘photobooth’.
went over to town to for a breather, it was exceptionally quiet and less crowded in account that it was a friday. if only it was like this any other day. traffic was rather fabulous too. just walked around leisurely without any plans or in mind. prized with a new toy :) probably the most unexpected situation occurred when someone’s car was coincidentally opposite mine. quite unbelievable to be thinking about it. had a nice time doing things i haven’t for a long time. pretty tired but well it was worth every minute. would have been better if i hadn’t had this mild headache. all in all, goodnight :) yay to weekends, it’s saturday but so?

chu4: back to school!
went over to nac this evening with my mother after dinner.
thank goodness it’s friday tmr but it doesnt spell rest anytime either.
phew!
just found out how i could actually re-allocate my site by not deleting the previous account! feeling a little regret, but its okay! it ‘went’ for a reason.
eventually, stayed home with relatives over this evening.
looked thru photographs. had the sudden urge to get a new compact camera, we’ll see!
some visuals from chu1:





plenty more, but i’d probably update it as time goes by.
depending.